She said no, happily never after
That just ain't for me, because finally
I know, I deserve better after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall
As she drove away she starts to smile
Realized she hadn't for awhile
No destination she drove for miles
Wondering why she stayed in such denial
.
.
.
I'm done, I'm done, said I'm so done (so done)
I'm free, I'm free, (so free)
Free to feel the way I feel, yeah
She inhales a breath she never breathed before
Don't want no drama no more
ohya and i've got to say, rihanna's the world's most annoying singer seriously! i was woken up from my ugly sleep by please dont stop the music. seriously it sounded like it came from a broken record player. i think we're growing up way too soon for my liking. i like 18. i miss my childhood innocence somehow, and i just wanna be 5 years old all over again. even though i was a FAT kid then with like triple chins, i thought i was FAT in a really CUTE way. HAHA. & i found out i was a baby model whoo way to go douya!
10:04 PM
ohmygosh i want a mini cooper convertible but of cos not in this colour! it's so pretty right i know :D but its so expensive my dad wouldn't allow, in case i crash the car and there goes the money. eeyurh life sucks take drugs! im so stressed out about my driving now i really want my license I WISH IT WOULD JUST FALL FROM THE SKY! HAHA. wish hard enough & it'll come true! 
& now i've got cravings for teddy grahams, maybe i'll go supermarket buy a box later. i loved it since i was a kid! & i always like to bite the head off first. im a carnivore rarrr!
2:38 PM
&& ohmygosh i had a nightmare last night even though it was just revolving around a msn convo, but i felt so caught off guard and lost yknow, it was quite haunting. dreams means that you're having disturbed sleep, so stop dreaming! ahwell i guess sometimes we do the silliest things just to convince ourselves that we're somewhat happy, but at the end of the day, you realise that you're still the same old you with the same old baggage.
1:56 AM
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY HULA GIRL! haha hope it was surprising enough, if its not then its jerrall's fault tsk. & im sure i'll remember that night for life, let's walk around the whole of singapore the next time whoo!
7:44 PM
1) IM PEELING and im really upset about it because i look so FUGLY now, even my mum said i look like im rotting.
2) im feeling shitty and inadequate and i also feel things which i cant explain because its just unexplainable? i think im having one of my rare moodswings #@($*@(#%@(%&$
3) im exhausted from going out so much and all the job huntings with a borrowed spear from britney spears! omg i just wanna nua at home the whole of next week.
4) i dont know how to lie about tomorrow night! zzz
5) im ITCHY and i cant freaking scratch otherwise i'll just peel even more!
6) there's a cat outside my house and it sounds like a crying baby it's freaking me out! cats are gross eew. go away!
7) im LAZY to work. if only money fell from the sky! as jerrall always says, if you wish hard enough maybe it'll come true, so i'll go wish hard now.
8) sometimes i get really #($*@( and wanna beat myself up but i choose to remain silent because i dont know how to say it or what to say. so i just wanna disappear! *poof*
THIS IS SO COATDQ-ISH (CONFESSIONS OF A TEENAGE DRAMA QUEEN) BUT #($*@(
11:53 PM
Apologize ; Food One Republic
(i think parental guidance is needed for this video because its quite disturbing i feel)
I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothin new
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Bridge (guitar/piano)
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
And I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
And I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming.
And I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
And I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
PHONG your song is in indian i dont understand go redo this quiz or whatever its called.
11:53 PM
Lucky for us melanie91 sent proof. Thanks for the photo mel. YES so beware of this stalker when you head down to Palawan Beach.
i feel you creeping, i can see it from my shadow.
11:05 PM
yesterday was a HAHA funny day, i like. went to KK Hospital with wanxian and zelanie to do voluntary work in the children's ward. KKH Mall is gonna be the next orchard road i tell you! its sucha hip and cool place. next time if you need pretty balloons, can always head down to KKH Mall to get them. & i didnt get to steal any kids home. but the kids were so cute i swear omg. there was this indian boy, i think his name was nervvanehneh, whatever, but he's so handsome! his features were so sharp please, and his eyelashes were the bomb i tell you! && he's so funny! HAHAHA he asked wanxian if she were married, and there's this other malay boy who asked if shes a hundred years old HAHAHAHA!
& i'll just copy from wanxian from here. "went to kap after that with sherilyn to attempt to do some resume haha. DIDN IN THE END. we ended up laughing and talking about so many things. and all our self created jokes. like 'WE AREEEEEEEEEEE.... guess what song im singing!' joke. OMG. can die laughing. and also, 'I HAVE BEEN SCANNING BOOKS ALL MY LIFE' JOKE HAHAAHAHAHAHAHA. okay nevermind. only sherilyn and i will get this hahahahah HELLO SHERILYN ARE YOU READING THIS HAHA. omg and of course man the universal remote control HAHAHA! (we wanted to delete everyone on earth except the both of us, but since the remote control didnt seem to work and its been bought from mustafa, sherilyn figured that it only works in bangladesh then) and she ended up embarrassing me in front of ervine by waving to him so enthusiastically. HAHAHHA it was so funny.
(ervine walks over to our table)
sherilyn: HELLO ERVINE!!!!!!!! (WAVES HAND SUPER SPASTICALLY IN THE AIR)
wanxian: (whispers) omg sherilyn dont embarrass me!
HAHAHAHAHAHHA."
&& saturday night fever last week was fun (: thank you phy for bringing me home! my mum's scary spice, im scared of her.
2:28 PM
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you cannot unbreak broken.
4:24 PM
have heart, my dear
we're bound to be afraid
even if it's just for a few days
making up for all these mess.
3:31 PM
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5:07 AM
celebrate the new year with me for sisterhood yo!
and...
no wait.
there's more of me.
so be excited!
4:05 AM
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