Wait, I Go Pee

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

attachment: more than dependency.

me me maggi me;
12:47 AM

Thursday, October 23, 2008

finally, i feel like im actually making real friends and bonding with them in nus! even though singapore film studies is really taking up so much of our leisure time (we meet up for many hours almost every other day except sundays), we really bonded as a group through all these hardship we faced. we worked our asses off so hard, until we all know each other's quirky behaviours when met with stress. they even chose two icons on msn to represent me already! haha & never put two capricorns together when making a film, if not you'll get many many NGs. & its quite ironic and retarded, in the sense that even though singapore film is so so tiring, but it is actually the only module that i look forward to everyday in school. & now that our film project is almost coming to an end, i kinda feel some sort of sadness within because i dont know if we all will still remain like that even after this project or just move on with our individual lives. okay but i reckon we'll still meet up for gatherings every now and then! (hopefully)

ohya vote for chong jiawen for hey gorgeous! HAHA, dont keel me jiawen.

me me maggi me;
12:52 AM

Saturday, October 18, 2008

ohgosh just when i was looking forward to this week ending, secretly wishing that next week will be an easier week to get by, im hit with the fact that next week is gonna be even worse with so many deadlines to rush. and now i also have to sacrifice my saturdays to have meetings. each week gets longer and longer, there never seems to be an end to the workload :( my weekends are robbed from me. because of filming today, i had to stay in school from morning til way past midnight on a friday night, i was so tired i was practically talking nonsense and making funny noises. but at least my group mates make the job more fun. ohgosh make this end! christmas please come soon! what they said about university life being the best time of your life seems like bullshit now, the best time of my life right now was when i was back in cj. i miss everyone so much :(

me me maggi me;
1:48 AM

Thursday, October 16, 2008

my goddess :)

dont think, just do it. i think sometimes we think so much into something like the consequences and whatsoever, until we end up not having the courage to do what we initially wanted to do anymore. so dont hold back! if you wanna break out in random songs/random dance moves out of the blue in school, just do it dont hold back. if you wanna go around hugging and kissing everyone you see on the cheeks, go ahead just do it dont hold back. if you wanna shit in your pants, go ahead just do it! but i'll run away.

okay im gonna self-praise myself because i think im a rather efficient person today, because i managed to finish compiling the social work report plus write my part so quickly! im quite proud of myself for that (: & finally im getting a life again! im a happy person :D but okay i cannot get too much life, because i have a vision! i wanna go for exchange prog by year 2 sem 2! so i need to buck up on my currently cui CAP score.

im a bit annoyed with the skies, okay maybe not a bit but very annoyed, because when im free and i wanna go for a swim, it always ends up cloudy and rainy, but when im busy with school, its always so scorching hot.

me me maggi me;
2:09 AM

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

how do you talk to an angel. its like trying to catch a falling star.

im staring at words and more words about schizo, but i cant seem to absorb anything! :( all the words are like a blur and my mind feels quite hollow feels like my brain ran away. i have no idea how to start writing my psy essay! if only i can bribe someone to do it. & im not looking forward to next mon/tues because i'll be getting my psy results which i have a feeling would be a negative number! i think i was the dumbest psy person taking the test because i was too lazy to find out stuff and also because my internet connection wasnt working. & 2 hours before the test i was getting myself distracted with a lingering image in my head. zzz ok i know i only have myself to blame. i havent seen jiawen and feizhen around for quite awhile and i kinda miss them, hello you two please come back into my life (:

Monday you can hold you head
Tuesday Wednesday stay in bed
Or Thursday watch the walls instead
It's Friday i'm in love

so im looking forward to friday :D fight or flight.

me me maggi me;
1:30 AM