oh & i finally overcome my long time fear of the sea cucumber :D it doesnt taste so bad afterall, though the texture still feels funny.
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3:46 PM
1) i dragged myself out of bed at 7.20am, washed up and rushed down to school for my lesson at 8am. thinking that i would be late, i flew up the flight of stairs just to see lala sitting happily and enthusiastically outside alone. so i was like PHEW thank god im early! so we sat outside and chatted for awhile and i shared with her my favourite bear biscuits. after talking for about 15mins there was still no sign of any prospective classmates and teacher. we even went to check the other classrooms and even walked in on a class which wasn't ours. we felt so alone on our little piece of land, but lucky we had each other for company. we started getting really confused, so i decided to use my not so handy dandy laptop to check ivle for any last min messages. and it said tutorials will start from 29th Jan onwards. so we were both still thinking to ourselves and scratching our heads, isn't today the 29th? suddenly lala remembered that her boyfriend's birthday which was yesterday was on the 27th which makes today the 28th not the 29th! so we both woke up so damn early and travelled qian li qiao qiao to school for nothing! she had like 6 hours to waste and i had 4 hours to waste til the next tutorial so i decided to go home and catch my beauty sleep if not i become very unbeautiful.
2) so after catching my extra 3hours of beauty sleep, i woke up feeling very young and fresh. i happily dressed up for school and rushed down to school. reaching 5mins before my lesson started, i realised i didnt know where my classroom was! AS7?! where on earth was that?! there wasn't any directions leading to AS7! it felt so non existent. so i hurriedly checked my not so handy dandy laptop again to see where that was. and AH HAH found it, so i grabbed my stuff and rushed down, i was almost 15mins late when i thought i was gonna be early before i left home. so i reached the class, opened the door and it was empty. so i sat down thinking okay maybe im early afterall! so i sat for 5mins but there was still no sign of life that was gonna enter through the door. this doesnt feel right, something was wrong, did the world end last night while i was sleeping?! where on earth is everyone!? so for the third time today i flipped out my not so handy dandy laptop again, going to ivle to check, and omg it said lessons start from 2feb! seriously stab me! i went to school twice and sacrificed my sleep for nothing! so since i had another 4 hours to waste til my next lesson, i decided to go home once again.
3) on my way home, i suddenly remembered that i was supposed to have english make up lessons at 8am! so i shouldnt have gone home, i should have gone for lessons and done something productive! omg stab me once again.
4) whats done is done, i cannot turn back time to 8am again, so since im gonna reach home early, i decided to stop by nicole's school to pick her up at 12.50pm. for once there were very little school buses and cars and maids waiting. so i just parked my car there waiting for her to come out, singing along to lady gaga on lehdio. 10mins passed, i tried calling her but couldnt get her. so i thought okay maybe shes still having lessons cannot answer phone calls. finally i saw hope, she called me! but something was wrong, the background was very quiet, shouldnt it be noisy since shes in school! and to my horror i found out she's at home for the past 20mins while i was waiting for the world to fall at her school! URGH.
i think i can get the lamest person award already! lesson learnt is to check ivle before leaving house! which im gonna make sure i check this time, before leaving house later for my lecture. otherwise i'll be going to school three times today for nothing! make me sound as if i love school too much and just have to soak in the school's atmosphere and breathe in the lovely school air. how fragrant! the day has yet to end, who knows it might get even more lame later on in the day. what a lame day, try beating me.
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this video made me feel better about my day, feels so fuzzy wuzzy <3
2:17 PM
& i guess some things can just be buried away, and maybe one day they will disappear. the greatest obstacle to moving on is yourself.
now where did that picture on my blog run away to?!
4:42 AM
for such a long time i've never given anyone a big fuzzy wuzzy hug already, it feels good! we should spread the love and dance around the deck and roll around on the green green grass! hmm when did we all stop showing such little gestures to the people around us to show that we appreciate them, & anytime if they ever need a hug, we'll be around to give them. maybe growing up made us colder, & robbed us of our ability to show our love.
12:25 PM
12:28 PM
"The greatest irony of love is this, loving someone right at the wrong time, having someone wrong at the right time; and realising that you love someone right after they walk out of your life. Sometimes, you think you're already over someone, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realise that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again.
For some, they think letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person. For others, they are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else. Most relationships fail not because of an absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was loved too much, or the other, too little.
As we all know, the heart is the center of the body, but it beats on the left. Maybe that's why the heart is not always right. More often than not, we fall in love with the person we think we love, but for them, we are but a passing of time, while the one that truly loves us remains a friend or a stranger.
So here's a piece of advice: let go when you're hurting too much, give up when love isn't enough. Move on when things are not like before. For there is someone out there who will surely love you more." my exact sentiments.
okay first week of school was super slack and i like it but i dread the weeks to come. all the studying, cramping our brains, panic attacks ALL OVER AGAIN. tonight is the coldest night in singapore that i've experienced i swear.
oh news flash!
"SYDNEY (AFP) - - Huge global interest in "the best job in the world" -- earning good money for lazing on a paradise island -- has crashed the Australian website where it is advertised, according to officials.
The job pays 150,000 Australian dollars (about 100,000 US dollars) and includes free airfares from the successful candidate's home country to tropical Hamilton Island on the famed Great Barrier Reef.
In return, the winner will be expected to have as much fun as he or she can -- soaking up the sun, swimming, snorkelling, sailing -- and report to a global audience via weekly blogs, photo diaries and video updates.
The successful candidate -- who will stay rent-free in a multi-million-dollar three-bedroom beach home -- must be over 18, a "fantastic and charismatic" communicator, and able to speak and write English."
omg this sounds like the best job ever, you get paid for just enjoying yourself! okay i sound like the perfect candidate for this job! im gonna quit school now! bye you wont see me for six months!
2:57 AM
everyone has their own faults and misgivings, and perhaps it really is true that some people can completely look past these fault and still love whoever is it.
4:40 AM
2008 seems to pass by really fast! makes me feel like im ageing really quickly.& like what jiaxin said, it is the year of many firsts. first time having such a long holiday, first job, first time going overseas with friends (i dont really count the primary school experience), first time being forced to be independent because university demands you to handle everything on your own, first time being so very scared about what lies ahead. though 2008 is just another year with 365 days, i felt like i've grown in many ways with regards to my family, friends and myself. i've learnt and tried to understand many things, though even with my effort (maybe not so obvious sometimes) some things just dont seem to change but at least i know i did try. i know that i've pretty much neglected my family always putting them second, i do feel bad and i do make efforts to squeeze in time for them, but it doesnt seem to be enough. sometimes i wish that home can feel more like a home and that my mum can just stop assuming things about me and just try to understand me and see beyond what i express, and see that im really not as bad as she claims me to be, and that i am really trying my best to be a good daughter. hmm i probably suck at showing my true emotions, i should add that to my resolutions, to learn to express the love i feel for everyone.
im really glad that i still have the people whom i care about with me, i know these are the ones that i will keep for life. i can secretly smile to myself thinking about all of you. hopefully we all can grow old together and laugh til our dentures fall out. hoes before bros! & im really thankful for having new friends whom i could add to the list of the people whom i wanna grow old with. & G i know we've been through a whole lot of trials and tribulations this year, but come to think of it, we go through trials and tribulations every year! BUT still we manage to get through all of them and thats the power of it all. && for the munkies, i have to admit that we've all drifted apart it doesnt feel like last time anymore, there's like this huge gap between all of us which doesnt seem to go away. but at least we still bother to meet up, and credits really all go to wanxian. &&& the cj gang, im really so grateful for having you guys in my life, yall give me an experience i've never really experienced before. if it werent for yall, i think i would regret going to cj. &&&& the singapore film people plus jiawen & feizhen, i cant believe in just such a short span of time like 3 months?! we could actually become pretty close. (i will not use mushy terms for fear of jiaxin and bonnie mocking me again) honestly school wouldnt be fun without you guys because yall make going to school less dreadful! jiawen if you're reading this, stop digging up primary school photos already!
2009, a new year (& hopefully a good one too), a new start, but old friendships will still remain, & hopefully school will remain good. im ready to embrace the new :)
<3
1:08 AM