12:43 AM
& so the story goes...
Once upon a time, in a land far far away, DIUDIU embarked on a journey to the far east in search of a friend. "....." there were no signals sent by friend ET. 
so DIUDIU continued her search, surfing through the skies and sand. WHOO! jack im flying! 
AH HAH! finally DIUDIU receives some signals from friend ET. "di di di di di.." we're getting closer! be excited.
"DI DI DI DI DI DI DI DI! ET GO HOME" and POP appears friend ET. what a happy ending. & off they flew back to planet snickers. 
THE END.
6:43 PM
i dont wanna grow up! i wanna stay like this forever. lets all fly to neverland! not to find michael jackson (eew!) i wanna find peter pan. but not the weird peter from sentosa.
5:31 PM
haha & i think meeting old friends on the streets gives a fuzzy wuzzy feeling. warms your heart like watching my lovely samsoon, as jerrall would say. but my heart wasnt warmed after watching yesterday's episode!
so i was packing up my secondary school stuff yesterday, because the floor's just practically covered with books and rubbish i cant even see the floor anymore! a walk down memory lane ah! i felt so nostalgic please though finding miuyen's letter wasnt very nostalgic! haha maybe last time i purposely hid it so well so i wouldn't find it anymore. i heart biology chemistry amath lit and english! i realised i really did study very hard for my O's, like my bio and amath text were both rotten so i bought new ones. and my bio and chem tys were crumbling to pieces! i hated ss and a lil of emath though, no wonder my texts seem so new still. & my chem prac book still smells of ammonia! eew. oh i found test tubes i can start playing with them soon to ease boredom! i realised my handwriting last time looked so gwen, but i like it eh. & i kinda miss penny ang, all her prep talk papers and amath qns printed on BLOOM WHERE YOU ARE PLANTED papers and her LAST ONE TO SIT DOWN nonsense, which i thought was really dumb last time. ya i just miss crescent alot alot :( i really couldnt bear to throw all those stuff away, though i dont even need them anymore haha i even said a goodbye speech to my stuff before i sold them! haha i dont think im weird for having a love for inanimate objects, these are objects suffused with a life and a past, i scared i'll lose my memory of them when they're gone. but i kept some stuff for memory sake.
oh i came across this really random line that i wrote! "i wonder why no stick figures are overweight!" hahaha ya why!
1:17 PM
i feel so accomplished! i've watched NINE movies in TWO months! omg like gasps! i've never done this before. okay let me list them all down because im feeling so proud of myself now.
1) Jumper (okay movie, i really liked the effects though)
2) Sweeney Todd (omg eww to the Joanna song! yucks)
3) Juno (okay it wasn't as great as i thought it would be zzz)
4) Sydney White (thumbs up! i heart chick flicks!)
5) 27 Dresses
6) Alvin & the Chipmunks (haha so cute i wanna buy a chipmunk, but wait im already a munk, im a munkie)
7) The Heartbreak Kid (wasn't HAHA funny but okay luh)
8) Fool's Gold (wasn't as nice as i thought it would be or maybe i should blame the blur screen. STILL kate hudson is HOT!)
9) Charlie Bartlett (this is no chick flick but omg its sucha cool show, i like! feel good show! thumbs up!)
next to conquer is Step Up 2, Be Kind Rewind, and Two faces of my girlfriend is it? omg im such a couch potato! but i dont really care, i aspire to be one right now. & i just finished two packets of chips due to my salty craving in the middle of the night GAWD GAWD!! i can feel the fats piling up and cellulites finding nice cosy spots to hide in omg.
3:50 AM
"I MET SPECKY AGAIN! HYPERVENTILATES. OMGGGGG. HE. IS. JUST. SO. CUTE. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. HEEEEEEHEEEEEEE. AND WHAT MAKES ME EVEN HAPPIER IS THAT I DIDN SEE HIM FIRST, HE WAITED FOR ME TO SEE HIM THEN HE SAID HI AND LEFT! HAHA OMG. I WAS PRACTICALLY JUMPING AND SCREAMING INTO THE PHONE WHEN I CALLED SHERILYN. FIRST PERSON I'LL ALWAYS CALL WHEN I SEE SPECKY. CAUSE SHES MY FELLOW NO. 1 SPECKY FAN. TEEHEHEHEHEHEHE!" HAHA! so typical of wanxian.
i feel like a poor old lady who has emptied out all her pockets. omg i dont know what im saying im so weird i'll just shut up.
2:23 AM
omg my malay tester is the definition of E-V-I-L! but of course he isnt as hip and cool as how i draw him to be! it was so close i really could have pass! like how was i to know the stupid van was gonna dash out of the small road, like the van was supposed to give way to the cars on the main road but he had to dash out illegally! and of course i wouldnt have much time to react, but I DID MANAGE to stop in time and not hit the van, there was still some space i swear! so how can he say i was slow in reacting?! and minus 10points from me for the van driver's mistake! AHHH! stupid van driver, i hate you! you made me lose my license! even though you wouldnt be able to read this but i dont care! hopefully some way or another you'll be able to sense that i hate you! urgh. this is so pissing. i think im a walking bad luck these days, i need to wear good luck charms all over myself to ward of bad luck. or maybe i need chuck. i thought it was a blessing in disguise because maybe i could go hunt for cuter cars now that my contract with peugeot is over! BUT turns out the cute Nissan car i thought was cute, turns out to be awful inside! facade. what a liar, liar liar pants on fire. so maybe i'll still stick with my peugeot car.
& my mum had to add in, "i just know you'll fail lah, girls where got so easy pass!" what an encouragement! male drivers are just so bias against girls tsk! including my dad but at least he tried to be nice. he asked me why didnt i argue with the tester. hmm ya why didnt i argue! stupid me. but maybe even if i did argue, the tester peobably wouldnt understand what im saying since he's a m_l_y.
9:09 PM
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY WANXIAN! i know yesterday's surprise was so pleasant you wanna melt. but dont havoc too much if not I CALL POLICE! FASHIN HAHA!
omg this coming thursday is my driving test! its make or break day! please pray that i'll pass then yall will get free death rides! i think i was having adrenaline rush today or smth cos i was very reckless, my instructor was like "OEI dont drive so fast!! I DONT WANNA DIE!" i wish i can wear flats to drive, i hate wearing shoes to drive. NEHH. eeyurh my period is here, its making me feel fat and ugly with the bloated-ness and pimple outbreak! :( JUST DONT LIKE THIS LA. NEH.
im jealous that my sister treats my friends better than me! :( & her stupid pet worm TZ turned into a pupa which will soon turn into a beetle and she'll soon be screaming and running from it. what a weird sister i have. like sister like sister.
ohoh! and chace crawford is single and available! whoo he'll be my husband in 6 years time, im sure of it because i went to phuture to check out my future! he probably doesnt know it yet but in time to come he will, im sure! 
SO GORGEOUS <3
5:57 PM
if i could, i'd only want to make you smile
if you were to stay with me a while
2:01 PM
omg i wanna watch jumper! it was love at first sight when i first saw hayden christensen in star wars -swoons! if i can jump i'll jump to space to find diu diu.
7:38 PM
And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
i guess i was too harsh.
4 weeks ago on this very same day, i went to the very same place. & today i prayed, i prayed for a friend who once prayed for me, who taught me how to pray. i got a bag of sweets today.
i know what i want, but it's really out of my grasp and i can't do nuts about it
you know the feeling of being totally surrendered, not cause you want to surrender but because you have no choice and control has been wrestled out of your grasp and you've got no grip at all, the ball's in some other person's court and all you can do is stand ready and wait for them to hit it back at you before you get the chance to take it up again
and this time, throw it well
but sometimes the game ends before you get the ball back...
4:46 PM
1:32 PM
Jane: I think you should just admit that you're a big softy. That this whole cynical thing is just an act so that you can seem wombded, and mysterious, and sexy.
Kevin: [pause] . Woaw, woaw, woaw. What was the last one?
Jane: What?
Kevin: Did you say sexy?
Jane: What?
Kevin: Do you think I'm sexy?
Jane: No.
Kevin: Its OK if you do.
Jane: I don't.
so i watched 27 dresses and now im a katherine heigl's fan. i think she's really funny and she should act in romantic comedies more often. my sister's staying over at my cousin's house and i feel so lonely at home now so im just feeding myself with movies and more movies, so this was the reason why i asked for a sister last time. chinese new year has been gross, i was having a fever on the first day of chinese new year! and i've only gotten bloody sicker. bloody as in literally because i just coughed out a lump of blood, feels like i have tuberculosis or something. this year just sucks, i hope and pray my A's results wont be as sucky. im angsty zzz.
ohoh and Ah Meng died. i feel quite sad bout it, maybe i'll go down to the zoo tomorrow to see her dead body. i wonder if monkeys go to heaven too? hmm. 
3:02 PM
ohoh & how can i forget! it was because of the fateful reunion dinner that made me find out that my aunt works in a hotel at sentosa! omg so that means i may have a high chance of getting a part-time hotel job afterall! :) ohya & of course i didnt forget to help phong and jerrall to ask too. 
look at this look at this! i went down with my dad to the showroom on saturday to book the car so omg im gonna get the car if i pass my driving test! so im gonna wish really hard right now and hope it comes true! DRIVING LICENSE PLEASE JUST FALL FROM THE SKY BECAUSE I WANT MY SEXY CAR! omg that means i can go for night drives soon! im so excited i cant wait!
oh & i didnt realise my cousins were actually quite nice until this year's reunion dinner on saturday. i always thought they looked bitchy and gothic at the same time. goth girls i used to call them, i always pictured them listening to Simple Plan's I'm Just A Kid on replay. pon de replay. so i was kinda scared of them even though im older? maybe i was afraid they'll cut themselves up. & because i had 2 reunion dinners happening on the same day, i had to forsake 1 DUH so i ended up getting scolded by my popo. tsk. i was being fair and unbias yknow! reunion isnt so reunion after all when the family gets split up to go to different places. i think my mum doesnt wanna go to my ahma's side this year for visiting already booo!
&& i found this authentic hokkaido ramen restaurant at the gallery hotel! i remember that place so well because we were dying while walking around that area on cherie's birthday. BUT OMG YA the ramen tastes exactly like its from japan though the soup is A BIT salty, i think i can get kidney stones soon. but ya i felt like i was in japan for a moment.
the weather's so wet i think i can dissolve into a puddle of fats soon. its fated that god doesnt want me to exercise. oh wait but im god! please stop raining already i demand you! KKH at 10am tomorrow, lunch and shopping with tanya after that, then off to boonlay. omgg im feeling lazy already. ohya & i found out one thing about myself, i think im a sloth. wow i think hancai's my long lost brother -throws confetti.
1:00 AM
is everything that makes me feel alive
i realised its okay to feel the way i do because its only human to feel this way, and im a human not a ghost or some inanimate object. so i need not suppress my feelings inside and delude myself into believing something else. & i guess there's no such thing as cannot live without, i think it's just a temporary i-cant-bear-to-because-i-know-i'll-miss-you phase, after that phase, people can be replaced. i think i shouldnt do so much late night talks on msn already even though its fun, im really turning into a zombie. im so exhausted in every aspect of the word. & i hate being the eldest sibling, because i have to make decisions even though im so caught in the middle tsk.
i've seen the ashes in my heart
i smile the widest
when i cry inside and my insides blow apart
i tried to wear another face
just to make you proud
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