Monday, May 26, 2008
i just sent nicole off to china, booo! i felt so sad i wanted to cry but i acted like i wasnt if not she and her friends will think im so weird, and her friends will mock her and she'll be so embarrassed and she will hate me. i asked her to write to me every night and she already thinks im so weird. the house feels so empty now. im so worried about her, im scared the plane will crash, im scared that there will be earthquakes, im scared she'll get lost or kidnapped, im scared her roommate is some serial killer even though she looks so weak and frail, it could be a facade you'll never know! but okay maybe its time for her to grow up and be independent. my little friend has got more activities than i do, like after her china trip she'll have some camp at chuachukang (i think its the same campsite kelvin worked at before) i wish i can be her camp instructor. okay i'll stop sounding like some psycho possessive sister. im still trying to think of a way to make my appeal to ntu sound outstanding, so got suggestions can tell me (: & i just went to spy on the hockey juniors. omg they're so united which is a really good thing! i hope they'll go far. they even had a hockey camp! we didnt even have sucha thing for our batch ): they looked so much like a happy family in those photos, i wish i was in the pictures too, be it the white board or floors anything i wont mind.
