turn our hearts inside out
they won't know who we are ;
sometimes being able to forgive and forget isn't a good thing because everytime i try to put what my mum had done behind me, and start treating her nice, she starts all these endless words of insults again and then i'll start regretting. i mean if she aims it at me then fine, she dont need to put my poor sister through all this shit as well. and so i've regretted countless times, it only leaves me feeling so foolish for even trying. i don't really know what to do about it so its quite sad. since she keeps asking me to pack up and leave for my ahma's house then fine i will grant her her wish soon. im sure i can survive better than her being over there. anywhere is definitely better than home. what a sad life.
me me maggi me;
12:32 AM