Wednesday, July 30, 2008
URGH disgusting Mr/Mrs-Secret-Private-House-Bastard/Bitch! & i thought that these rich private house people will be a lil' more civilised (since i presume that they are well educated) and not go around SCRATCHING PEOPLE'S CAR!! even when i park illegally at HDB estates/ near construction sites my car doesnt get scratched not even an eyelash long! URGH! my heart aches for my poor car, kena abused secretly. the scratch is so deep and long please, i can totally see it from miles away! (even though i dont know how long is a mile, but it sounds long.) and i took so much care to protect my car from any bumps or scratches and this idiot happily scratch it like no one's business! like this stupid bastard or bitch not only scratched my car, he/she scratched so many cars before me including my dad's car! seriously this person should be caught and put on crime watch! thats why my dad's on a mission tonight and for the next few months to come to catch this scratcher! i mean like fine they bought the landed property, but hello at least i never intrude into your property and park right at your doorstep! if thats the case then go ahead and scratch! but NO i park on the road without double yellow lines which is two cars breadth away from everyone's gate so thats not illegal! even if you own the landed property you dont own the road! i dont see the road named after you! unless you're weird enough to have a name called Jalan and surname Binchang! whatever i hate you obviously not secretly, like i how i hated the van driver who caused me to fail my driving test! i feel like throwing dog shit in your face and hang a pig's head on your door whoever you ah you just wait and see! prepare to see yourself on crime watch! and see me/my dad get an award from the police for helping them catch the deadly secret scratcher!
okay apart from that, omg school's starting soon in a week's time! theres actually so many things i think i should know and go find out about cause i dont know anything about school, about modules and courses and exam timetables and all. im still kinda confused about everything. like everyone knows everything except me! if only there can be a secret angel in disguise to help explain to me all over again. but im getting quite excited deciding on what im gonna do for my first sem! which is south asian studies, econs, psychology, philosophy and maybe french or german or japanese! (: hopefully i can bid for those! but im not quite excited about the friends part. i dont have any friends which is damn pathetic, i can seriously count the number of people i know now in my future school on like....one and a half hands. but okay i made a new friend yesterday! good job me keep up the good work! hopefully my friendliness doesnt come off as weird to the people in fass.
thunder thighs, jelly bellies, flabby arms, sagging nehnehs. i shall just repeat those phrases to myself continuously. hahaha i was just insulting gwen yesterday like OMG YOU'RE DISGUSTINGLY FAT LA! all in the hopes of motivating you to go faster and longer ah, not insulting you or anything okay gwen! its an amazing tactic and the best part is that it works! all you have to do is repeat the magical words and you'll find the determination to go farther! its as magical as OPEN SEASAME!
& i finally got my new laptop today! plus 2 two weeks old hamsters, which i think hate me because they not only bite me but also hissed at me so loudly! i got sucha shock i didn't know hamsters could hiss at all! >:O
Saturday, July 26, 2008
i was just reading an article because i feel quite incompetent compared to phong who somehow knows everything about everything! she's quite amazing actually, how she managed to store so much info in her head and actually get down to doing so much research on them. secretly a nerd in disguise! anyway HAHA this is about children's names in New Zealand. its really quite interesting to see the kind of names parents give their kids! there's a girl called "Talula Does The Hula From Hawaii" yes that whole long chain of words is her name! there's even one called "Fish and Chips" and "Number 16 Bus Shelter " HAHA! i'll be damn embarrassed to tell my friends my name if im them please. poor kids i pity them, they'll have like some social disability la. what weird names parents give their kids! tsk tsk
Thursday, July 24, 2008
how can a stranger choose to see the person i knew look so familiar out of so many people. "i feel like i refuse and to believe bring myself :(" someone changed you yet at the same time? you've so much believe in back then. still your day delete may have made better, i still if i was there why did i only cant to i. you
how 5 lines collide. haha! this does not any make sense
Monday, July 21, 2008
the previous post wasn't meant to be an emo post eh hahaha i dont see how ALAKAZAM VAVAVROOM can sound emo. it was just a one second kind of weird feeling i've never felt before. hahaha ohmygawd i think im getting high on air or there's too much endorphins running through my brain! im like giggling to myself over nothing i feel like a serious psycho! i think my official get high time at night starts from 2-3am which is quite lag considering cherie'e get high time is like at 10pm! i have a sudden urge to run out on the streets naked and break out in random dance moves to the song of bu yao wen wo cong na li lai.
even this can qualify for fotodecadent ah, i think we've got many fotodecadent shots in our collection then, like the famous smug face haha!
friends dont let friends dial drunk - plain white t'sLabels: actions speak louder
Sunday, July 20, 2008
for a moment i felt like i was trapped in the past but didn't know it, and everyone was getting along with their own lives not knowing that im stuck there in time. i think it feels quite scary and sad to be stuck in time alone because you don't know what's going on ahead of you, without you being a part of it. okay i sound like a crazy person talking at 2.55am so ya whatever. im secretly a time travller! ALAKAZAM VAVAVROOM
why can't we just stay like this forever?
Monday, July 14, 2008
ohmygosh this is super gaowei! im like totally missing all the datelines for all the university admin stuff! & i'll have to call them tmr. i think they probably blacklisted me already or smth for missing so many datelines! zzz i hate this. why cant it be automatically updated/registered on its own when they have all my infomation! they should realise that they are people like me out there who can't be bothered to read their lenghty freshmen guide because i assumed that the whole booklet isn't important because nothing in it is bolded. act useless only that book, what a bittersweet facade. besides there are too many words in it to be processed when my brain hasn't been functioning for the past 6 months. they should at least email me or smth when i've missed whatever dateline. rrrr so laychay! im starting to hate uni even though it hasn't started!
Sunday, July 13, 2008
i think im gonna hate changi airport's departure hall soon i tell you! like so many people's leaving or have left, its really very sad to have to deal with the departures in the coming months. i know they're not gonna be gone forever, but im scared we all will drift apart, its already quite hard maintaining a close relationship with all your friends in tiny singapore. i dont know if its inevitable or what but like those friends who have left me, they were once so close yet the distance was able to drive us apart, so from close friends we became friends to becoming just acquaintances. haha or maybe i was just too weird to be part of their social circle. oh gosh i feel so choked up with emotions suddenly. yes this entry is for you cherie! i wont be able to see your stupid face so often anymore and im really sad i think i will cry buckets when i send you off. so be prepared!
you deserved to be shot! i hope the sisterhood can live on forever and ever.
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im just staring at the words again and again until they all make sense.Labels: the great escape
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Either I'm being superbly lame and childish or I actually think that The Suite Life Of Zack & Cody is really very funny.
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
After so long I finally went to run 2.4 plus swim a few extra laps! YES YES YES I can feel my body tonning up and building muscles. Soon I will be little miss macho you just wait and see! NOT I dont wanna be macho like * that's gross! Together with the body sculpting gel, I'm sure I can be beautifully sculpted like Stamford Raffle's statue. Err uh oh I think my comp is gonna spoil soon because the whole screen is like yellow! Attack of the Jondis. & finally I've written my love letter to Jerrica, sealed with a kiss. It's so laychay I don't know why I have to write it when I only work part-time! Zzz. Like phong doesn't seem to need to write ah! I think they secretly hate me, make me do all the laychay stuff.
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
A few days back i had a pretty nice dream which put a smile on my face when I woke up, even though it was super random and weird and definitely will never happen in reality. & I was browsing through old photos on my comp and with a start of horror, shock, and realisation, I came to the conclusion that I really do miss the days plus people in CJ! It really made my junior college life what it was.
Till now, I'm still confused and not entirely convinced I'm going to make the right choice. Something's niggling at me. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH it's just so.....UGHHHHHHHHH CONFUSING. Utterly utterly utterly confusing and I hate it because it's going NOWHERE in my brain and it's all just going round and round and round. It's all about opportunity cost, isn't it? You weigh up the situation and decide whether its better in your interest to continue or just stop.
When we decide to give it up, we fall short of what we probably could have had. What we could have gained in comparison to what we gave up.
& to my utmost dismay, I also realised with shock horror and absolute madness that I do miss you, even if you have gone from my life for like.....MONTHS. Some things do feel different without you around, and perhaps I should apologise. But I have absolutely no idea what to apologise for. Maybe it is you that should do the apologising? or maybe no one has to apologise at all. HMMMMMMMMMM? But I have somehow got used to fact that we probably won't be speaking to each other for the rest of our lives even though kinda gets to me but I have to live with it. I hope things will get better for you.
&& it really sucks when you know you can't do anything about a situation or someone's problem, even though you'd really really like to help the person. Guess the only thing you can do at that point is listen and insert appropriately sympathetic noises at appropriate moments. But then and again, isn't life kind of about these kind of situations?
We all want to help those that need help, but unfortunately we can't because we have no power to. Ultimately, it is up to the person to decide what course of action she/he must take, and follow it through.
<3
I feel like I need another holiday even though i just got back from one not too long ago. What do you do when you feel like you've lost yourself/your identity/what you really are along the way? Okay maybe I'm just being hormonal. Zzz me! I need to pee. I feel like going for a night drive later. 123 get ready lets go!
Oh and happy birthday dear nicole <3
