12:47 AM
ohya vote for chong jiawen for hey gorgeous! HAHA, dont keel me jiawen.
12:52 AM
1:48 AM
my goddess :)
dont think, just do it. i think sometimes we think so much into something like the consequences and whatsoever, until we end up not having the courage to do what we initially wanted to do anymore. so dont hold back! if you wanna break out in random songs/random dance moves out of the blue in school, just do it dont hold back. if you wanna go around hugging and kissing everyone you see on the cheeks, go ahead just do it dont hold back. if you wanna shit in your pants, go ahead just do it! but i'll run away.
okay im gonna self-praise myself because i think im a rather efficient person today, because i managed to finish compiling the social work report plus write my part so quickly! im quite proud of myself for that (: & finally im getting a life again! im a happy person :D but okay i cannot get too much life, because i have a vision! i wanna go for exchange prog by year 2 sem 2! so i need to buck up on my currently cui CAP score.
im a bit annoyed with the skies, okay maybe not a bit but very annoyed, because when im free and i wanna go for a swim, it always ends up cloudy and rainy, but when im busy with school, its always so scorching hot.
2:09 AM
im staring at words and more words about schizo, but i cant seem to absorb anything! :( all the words are like a blur and my mind feels quite hollow feels like my brain ran away. i have no idea how to start writing my psy essay! if only i can bribe someone to do it. & im not looking forward to next mon/tues because i'll be getting my psy results which i have a feeling would be a negative number! i think i was the dumbest psy person taking the test because i was too lazy to find out stuff and also because my internet connection wasnt working. & 2 hours before the test i was getting myself distracted with a lingering image in my head. zzz ok i know i only have myself to blame. i havent seen jiawen and feizhen around for quite awhile and i kinda miss them, hello you two please come back into my life (:
Monday you can hold you head
Tuesday Wednesday stay in bed
Or Thursday watch the walls instead
It's Friday i'm in love
so im looking forward to friday :D fight or flight.
1:30 AM