Saturday, May 30, 2009
omg im in mourning now :( my itchy hands couldnt resist not clicking to check my results since everyone is talking about it. urgh! but either way i have to check it sooner or later within 2 weeks. but maybe if i checked it later there could be some miracle! (as if) argh what the shit this is damn bad im damn sad! the only module that i was banking on to get a good grade which could possibly pull my CAP up, turned out to be a nightmare! that teeny weeny little bit of hope left in me just died off. omg what the hell went wrong!! >:( i should have improved for this sem but what the hell i did worse than last sem! i cant believe it. i feel like a part of me just died. & im looking at my results again and again, hoping that the grades will change, hoping that im not seeing things, but no the same grades are still staring right at me. it feels like i just got a really tight bitch slap! & now its no longer dean's-list-here-i-come, its more like hey-i-cant-wait-to-be-on-the-kick-out-list!
yknow what time is it? its not tiger time, its time to quit school! GAH!
sigh but what if im really not cut out for this.
