1:12 AM
It's really heartwarming to know that you've changed someone's life. Warms the cockles of my heart <3 I wonder how many lives have I changed so far? How different would it have been without me? Okay this shall be added on to my mottos in life! To change people's life! :D I've been in the mellow mood the past few days feels pretty good, very chill feeling, makes me wanna just bring a book to Pacific Coffee and sip on my steamed milk and read my book/reflect upon life.
With all the mid-terms, I think my brain has expanded 100 times its usual size (significant expansion in size comparing to the past two sems), my head feels so overloaded with information sometimes, that I feel as if I'm gonna fall forward. Anyway, so far I've not regretted switching to CNM, feels like I'm on the right track! (even though my mid-terms are kinda screwed right now) & I think studying about intercultural communication is really interesting even though it hurts me that I spent so many points to bid for this module but it's worth it! The things I study are things that I could actually apply and relate to real life experiences which makes it easier to study for and more interesting as well! I always thought I am actually pretty westernized, but no actually deep down inside I'm actually bursting with collectivistic values! I AM A TRUE BLUE ASIAN AT HEART AND IN MIND! :D (though with some western influences). It's just really interesting to know the way other cultures function, like how the Saudi Arabians like to stand real close during conversation to smell each other's breath! I'M SERIOUS HAHA! It's so weird, but apparently, if you deny someone to smell your breath during conversations, it indicates the sense of shame/guilt. Let's try it one day hehe :{ & finally after all my years in the education system, I'm studying something that is applicable to everyday life, and not like Biology, Chemistry etc where I can't apply those theories in everyday life it's so useless and waste of time studying for those! As if I'm gonna find out how acidic my orange juice is, or when I'm achieving homeostasis in my body, okay I cannot remember anything else.
E-learning week next week which means it's like another recess week :D We should have e-learning week every week! But still, I'm flooded with assignments and readings! :(
& so the objective has been met (i think), so it's time to close this chapter for good! & to start a new one.
1:42 AM