Friday, November 13, 2009
omg i feel very demoralized now, i thought my hard work was good enough, all the nights spent and all the pimples sprouting out i really thought my work was good enough. but no! after looking at everyone's work, they're freaking imba! i feel so demoralized i cant bear to look anymore! my morale is at its all time low now. zzz its never gonna be enough! if thats the case i might as well not put in any effort in the first place, whats the difference. in uni, you're no longer working with your classmates, you're working against them. omg i need to breathe! the trick is to keep breathing, i can do this, i have to do this! grrr