Thursday, April 15, 2010
Humans being social creatures, have the need to be connected to the world. At the same time, there is also the need to be disconnected once in awhile when you find that your world is becoming a little too chaotic for your liking. Being connected constantly makes you lose sense of time, makes you lose sight of where you're heading and what you wanna do. So having me time isn't such a bad thing, it's time spent well reflecting on yourself and what has been happening so far. I still feel like I need more me time. But then again having too much me time, makes me feel like I'm getting more and more antisocial and losing touch with the world.
In view of what has happened so far, I know everyone's facing their own difficulties in life, and now I really see how life can be very fragile. Must be handled with care. One moment I can be standing here and the next I might be gone. I'm not having weird suicidal thoughts, I know life is too precious to be suicidal. It's just that I find life so fragile that it scares me. I wonder what people will remember me for when I'm dead. And it seems like there has been an influx of deaths these days.