I found this term in one of my readings and I found it very apt, now that I'm searching for myself again even amidst the amount of books I have to swallow. I really think finding one's true self is very important, not because Marilyn Monroe said so, it's because I don't want to die at the end of the day not knowing who I really am, that's damn sad really. When I do find myself, I must stay true to it and not falter regardless of whatever challenges I may face. & I was reading Bonnie's older entry, I still think I'm going through a quarter life crisis! Bonnie, how? :( From that time I commented on your entry, until now I still think I'm going through a quarter life crisis omg.
I really think the time where you lay in bed, just right before you fall asleep is when your mind is crystal clear. I want to pen down all these thoughts running through my head before I sleep, but if I do, I think I don't have to sleep already.
& last night I was just thinking back to the China trip, and I realised it's the very first time I actually allow myself to let my raw emotions show in front of so many people, and so many of them are people I barely even trust. But lucky I won't get to see them much I hope. Omg I must be crazy, I really don't know how I managed to do it. Must have been the China beer, and it could also be that I could relate to xj's story which gave me the courage to just let go of this baggage for awhile. Omg I must have looked like a freaking wreck/mess, blabbering on and on incoherently. Eee I scare myself just thinking back on it. Okay, never gonna talk about it again, what happens in China, stays in China.
me me maggi me;
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