1) Lack of water.
2) Sensitive intestines so I gotta mind what I eat.
3) Hip injury from hockey I believe, I don't really know what to do with this hip injury problem though sometimes it gets quite painful when I walk, so when I start to limp while I walk, it's not that I'm doing it on purpose.
4) Pulled a muscle from recent exercises (and the thing is that it's not like I did some strenuous exercise, I only ran like 2 rounds and I manage to pull a muscle...shows how unfit I am right now)
5) Occasional headaches.
But he said I know how to feed myself well with good food, and this is something I feel quite proud of :D
Labels: the "un"friend
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3:53 AM
I wanna get a tattoo, but I'm afraid of the colour fading and the sagging skin when I grow old! If only the tattoo can stay the way it is forever.
& it's the time of the year again to worry about the release of my results as the day draw closer! There is only one way and that is UP! My CAP score cannot afford to drop anymore! And what the heck my school fees aren't paid yet! Grrr.
Anyway I have so many things which I said I would do during this holidays but I'm such a big fat procrastinator! Okay I really gotta make sure I get them all done before my holidays end. & one of the things which I must do is head down to HMV to hunt for fun.'s album, really hope they have it there! I really wonder who still buys albums in stores when illegal downloading is so rampant. At the end of the day it's the record labels that benefit, and the poor musicians that suffer.
Hindsight 20/20. I stumbled across this quote and picture on tumblr which rings a bell. Up til now I'm still scared to watch Gossip Girl.
Ok I just did a personality test again to try to be more in tune with myself. I realised I often swing between INFP and ISFP. I often wondered why the heck I can't just tell people how exactly I'm feeling but I've stopped putting the blame on myself and accepted me for me, because that's just the way I am, it's my personality and might be in my horoscope but I'm not too sure about that. Even when I've met someone who could see right through me, I still refuse to talk though I really appreciate the fact that the person could see me so crystal clear. I feel like I've sewed myself up even tighter over the years. Well, the person who could see right through me is now gone. But I know at the end of it all, I'm gonna try my hardest and be someone whom you could be proud of.
12:15 AM
<3 pugs!
Anyway I just stumbled upon yujia's tumblr and read about her job as a farmer in Europe, and it really sounds like an experience of a lifetime even though there's a lot of shit stirring and shit flinging, but hey you definitely can't find such farming experience in Singapore for sure. Ahh an opportunity that I tossed out the window, no money no talk. & she mentioned about this particular old man who was placed in a nursing home...it's really sad how when you’re young, you contribute so much to society but when you’re old and hard to understand, you get forgotten :( Talking about old, yesterday jiaxin was telling me that I'm showing signs of becoming old, what with my favourite radio station now being Gold 90.5fm, sounds a bit like I'm in the wrong era. But at least I know for sure I won't get to hear justin bieber's voice on Gold 90.5fm! & jiaxin was telling me about her friend who stopped asking for allowances from her parents after A's, I usually only hear guys doing this but hardly any girls. Despite schooling, she takes up many jobs to not only cover her school fees but also her allowances. She really deserves to be looked up to, what an independent girl! I always thought myself to be independent but comparing myself with her, I feel like I'm far from it. I think I will just wither within a week without the help from my parents.
Sometimes I think that having a passion in an area is not enough, you need an opportunity to kick start your path. Are we going to go hungry while waiting for this opportunity to come, or are we eventually going to give up our dreams, our passion and settle for something less, settle for something practical just to fill our stomachs? Opportunity please knock on my door soon, I'm getting a little worried for my future.
12:36 PM
Must go Egypt in this life!
I was just thinking, what if it's true that the world is ending in 2012, then why the heck is everyone working so hard instead of spending whatever time we all have left and do what we like. Maybe because they always said the world was ending so many times before but it never did, or maybe no one actually believes in such things.
I MUST MUST MUST travel to Egypt, Mexico, India, Greece, Bahamas, USA (for six flags), North Korea, Tibet in this life no matter what.
Hmm & I'm wondering if I should go for another OCIP trip at the end of this year to Cambodia or something, just to give back to society a little, and to open my eyes again and appreciate all the luxury that I'm soaking in.
*EDIT
I think I found out the reason why I used to feel empty in the past. It's because I judge my self worth based on who I have in my life rather than my accomplishments. It doesn’t matter if I scored high on an exam, or made a myriad of new friends, because at the end of the day all these things don't really mean much to me and wouldn't be able to fill the space in me. Seriously, I think I've only interacted with all the new friends I've made, like less than 1% of the time & suddenly I feel that making so many new friends is quite retarded, seeing the fact that both parties do not take the effort to maintain contact after the first encounter unless necessary. So the fact of the matter is how I view myself is relevant to who’s in my life. And through that mentality, I’ll never start feeling better. But then again, the ability to maintain the important people in your life can also be seen as an accomplishment. It's not an easy task maintaining people in your life. I guess for me, failing to do so means that I've failed. Rather than seeing accomplishments in terms of grades etc, I see my accomplishments in terms of relationships.
So now I'm trying to take a different perspective, my self worth is irrelevant to the people that I have in my life, rather my worth comes from my personality and what I have to offer.
Anyway I was thinking, is it good to be too dependable? & just another random thought, sometimes I do wonder if others would do the same for me, for what I've did for them. Though I've always pride myself as someone who gives my all without expecting anything in return, but hey it's only human to wonder if you'll get some returns for all your efforts right.
& recently I've noticed a change in me - that I can't be bothered to entertain everyone anymore, there's just too many people out there to be entertained, and I only have a limited capacity, and neither am I gonna compromise myself just to entertain all my acquaintances because I just don't see a need for it since at the end of the day they are gonna remain as acquaintances. So my blatant disregard and lack of involvement with acquaintances gets pretty obvious. I seek spiritual relationships, not so many superficial, on the surface relationships. It's just too tiring to keep up.
Okay I feel like I'm rambling, I hope I understand what I've just said when I read this again.
2:47 PM
I think the rocks are beautiful :) Reminds me of Grand Canyon somehow!
2:57 PM
The content which I've learnt regarding social networking sites ring so clearly in my head when I was watching this episode of South Park, it really captures the essence of social networking sites so accurately. We live in a society where social networks run our lives. It seems that these inventions run our lives to the point where we can spend countless hours and not even notice time passing by.
The point of social networking sites is to bring people closer together, it gives people an opportunity to have a glimpse of how their friends are doing and to have an instant conversation. Not to mention it’s much less of a step when it comes to asking someone to spend time with them. It’s much easier to go on Facebook and say “let’s hang out!”.
But what seems to be the overbearing negative aspect of social medium is the affect it has on our personal lives. It’s great in the sense that you can keep in constant communication with everyone and never miss a beat in terms of what’s going on in their lives; but at the same time, behavior online can really affect someone’s perception of another. The fact of the matter is, with the benefit of being in constant contact with those who mean a lot to you comes the disadvantage of everyone being able to see everything that you do.
Our profiles online shows how we portray ourselves to others regardless of the level of authenticity, and our list of friends says much about who we are as well. Not only the list of friends, but the number of friends says something about you too, whether you're just collecting friends, or clearly you're just very popular in your network.
Not to mention actions we take on our social networks have the ability to cause rifts in friendships. The removal of relationship statuses; the changing of terms of endearment; or worse yet, the "un"friending. Even though we like to pride ourselves about how mature and old we are, the fact of the matter is that kind of action still takes precedent over us. Even when you are older and wiser, a simple action can sting as much as a negative comment being delivered right to your face. Social networking sites have lead us to take small actions and blow them out of proportion. Something as simple as removing your profile from your friend's list can cause rifts in a friendships, even to the point of established disdain. At the same time, even as we pride ourselves to be mature enough, it seems that nowadays, we almost instantly retreat into our primary/secondary school selves and allow such actions affect us.
It's understandable why people can get so affected. Social network actions are a symbol of how someone feels about you; it’s a symbol that shows that you are no longer relevant in their lives. And in a society that is so driven by symbols, we can take those actions to mean that they no longer mean anything to us.
3:34 AM
Gotta love fun.! Nate's voice is flawless! I love this song simply for the awesomeness that it is, the instruments are used so perfectly here! This is gonna be the song of the month :D
& on a very random note, I feel like collecting LEGOs now! & I want a LEGO car like this! 
& today while I sent my car for servicing, I saw 2 limited Agnes b versions of my car. OMG they look awful! .jpg)
3:30 AM
I love my myspace playlist :)
2:36 AM
& I'm hooked on this song right now, it's stuck in my head everyday! & the videos by The Submarine are all just so cute and creative! This is what music is supposed to be!
I like the way this song is about anti-consumerism but yet it's used to advertise for Apple which is one of the biggest companies encouraging consumerism. There should be more meaningful songs like these, instead of all those nonsense songs we hear on radio whose lyrics are filled with sexual connotation in every line and their MTVs are just full of sexualized images. But then I'm scared of promoting such alternative music so much, I'm scared that if they get more and more popular they will eventually turn/go mainstream!
But nvm, I'll be slightly less selfish and share their links here, at the same time I can see this entry again just in case I lose the links.
http://www.thesubmarines.com/
http://www.myspace.com/thesubmarinesmusic
http://www.thaomusic.com/
http://www.myspace.com/thaomusic
http://www.myspace.com/thefruitbats
http://www.myspace.com/thegreatspyexperiment
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OMG I'm very excited that I found even more awesome bands! The list goes on and on!
2:29 AM
Anyway now that my exams are over, I'm pretty excited to talk to Bonnie soon! It's amazing how she seems to be experiencing the same kind of thoughts as me recently :) Her entries inspire me to write and to think more about life. I do need friends like her to keep me grounded and not stray too far off course. 
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