Wednesday, May 26, 2010
All the Jay Chou songs today really made me recall a lot of things from the past. I'm self-destructive, I gotta be the best at pushing others away. It's the things which I could've, should've done that eats me inside. I knew exactly what I felt inside, I just refused to acknowledge it back then and just allowed things to happen the way they eventually did. It's true my priorities shifted. Why is it only now that I'm only able to see the unconditional love my friend had for me? How could I let someone who loved me and cared for me so much just walk away? Where was I when my friend really needed me? omg I'm horrible. I let my arrogance and ignorance got the better of me. When it's the last straw and people say they are going to walk away, they will. & that means goodbye and there's no turning back.
