Thursday, May 20, 2010





<3 pugs!
Anyway I just stumbled upon yujia's tumblr and read about her job as a farmer in Europe, and it really sounds like an experience of a lifetime even though there's a lot of shit stirring and shit flinging, but hey you definitely can't find such farming experience in Singapore for sure. Ahh an opportunity that I tossed out the window, no money no talk. & she mentioned about this particular old man who was placed in a nursing home...it's really sad how when you’re young, you contribute so much to society but when you’re old and hard to understand, you get forgotten :( Talking about old, yesterday jiaxin was telling me that I'm showing signs of becoming old, what with my favourite radio station now being Gold 90.5fm, sounds a bit like I'm in the wrong era. But at least I know for sure I won't get to hear justin bieber's voice on Gold 90.5fm! & jiaxin was telling me about her friend who stopped asking for allowances from her parents after A's, I usually only hear guys doing this but hardly any girls. Despite schooling, she takes up many jobs to not only cover her school fees but also her allowances. She really deserves to be looked up to, what an independent girl! I always thought myself to be independent but comparing myself with her, I feel like I'm far from it. I think I will just wither within a week without the help from my parents.
Sometimes I think that having a passion in an area is not enough, you need an opportunity to kick start your path. Are we going to go hungry while waiting for this opportunity to come, or are we eventually going to give up our dreams, our passion and settle for something less, settle for something practical just to fill our stomachs? Opportunity please knock on my door soon, I'm getting a little worried for my future.
