Sunday, June 27, 2010
At first I was so excited to attend arts camp, but after coming back from HK I was so freaking tired and lazy to get my lazy ass to school and now I kinda regret it cos it all looks so fun from the pictures! And plus this would probably be my last arts camp before I graduate, all the more I should get my lazy ass down no matter what even if it means just staying over for a day! Grrr >:( Okay gotta make it a point to attend oweek now! But anyway HK was nonetheless heavenly with all the damn yummy food I think I've really gained weight now! Heaven is a place on earth in HK (though I believe Bonnie wouldnt think so!) I felt so sad to be on the plane back to Singapore, it's like I'm falling from heaven back into reality again zzz! Anyway ironically this summer I couldn't find many pretty clothes, somehow winter seems to offer nicer clothes. Oh which reminds me I gotta start saving up 6K in a year's time! Bonnie's offer is too good to miss, I hope it still applies! EAT GRASS EAT GRASS EAT GRASS! & that means I don't know if I can afford to visit hz in Shanghai this coming dec :( I cant believe she's going to be gone for a year, I cant see my dear friend for a whole freaking year, no one to force me to study for my exams, or msg me retarded stuff while in school, or do impromptu shit stuff tog.. sigh I'm really quite upset about it even though I keep telling her I can't wait to celebrate after she's gone. If only I could go with her this time. & omg by the time she's done with shanghai I'll be graduating! now I think back on the days in china, I really kinda miss them - the days where we could just roam around aimlessly without a care in the world and just stop at wherever we wanted to and do whatever we wanted to. I'm already starting to miss my friend :(
Hm anyway it feels good to finally be on talking terms with a friend now, and we can put aside all the awkwardness and be totally honest with each other and comfortably talk about what happened back then. Always feels good to find a friend back, someone whom i could actually talk to and connect with.
I carry your heart with me(I carry it in my heart). I am never without it.
& I love the dog :) My whole body smells like dog now!
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Every semester when results are out, my dad will always think that I will surely have to retake my modules because I must be pretty dumb. But now he thinks that getting a CAP score of 3.88 this semester sounds like a joke. Sheesh it's pretty demoralizing when your parents aren't supportive and constantly think so lowly of you. Oh well, either way I'm pretty eager to see my overall updated results now that I've s/u one module. Hopefully it will pull my overall CAP up to 3.50 or something so I can do honors. Whatever my parents think, I still feel pretty proud of myself for my year 2 results. Though this semester I didn't manage to maintain a CAP 4.00, but 3.88 isn't too far off either. Gotta give myself a pat on the back for all the hard work put in :) I hope I'll be able to continue to maintain my momentum and do as well for next semester, and that means ostracising myself from everyone again. There's always a price to pay for everything yeah.
Anyway after going through 2 days of Arts pre-camp, I really wish I could be at two places at the same time - both Hong Kong and Arts camp all at the same time! I don't know how to describe the feeling that Arts camp gives me...it just makes me want to go through it again and again. Okay though I got to admit that I was a little hesitant this year to do Arts camp because I'm getting a little tired and old. But still, I don't regret going for pre-camp since I wouldn't be able to make it for Arts camp at all. Somehow Arts camp makes me feel young again, it allows you to do stupid retarded stuff without facing the pressure of being judged. I think the fun part is all about disturbing the juniors hehe. It's very satisfying to try to make the experience of Arts camp for the freshmen, as awesome and memorable as what I went through before. It's such a pity that I wouldn't be able to do so again this year :(
